I am at a point in my life where I just want to get away from muslims, I just find them exhuasting. I enjoy charity causes, going to the mosque, intellectual discussions and praying. But where I am from, the IQ level is really low, and it's like a hive mind. Don't get me started on muslim family who are porbably some of the worst ive had to deal with up until this point. There's constant arguments, a lack of peace, jealousy, evil eye, backbiting grudges, pettiness. Literally I am so shocked at learning more and more about the cultural muslim family system I am from. I do not feel safe around them anymore. I feel like my soul is constantly being sucked in, and my energy drained from my heart. I thought these people were family or I knew them.
I just want to call it a day. I use to have no problem when I was younger in these things. Now I just want to excommunicate my extended family, immediate family if i could and the culture I am from. Untrustworthy people, especially immediate family, that have betrayed me over and over again, and they are convinced i am the evil one because i want to get away from them. One little interaction is enough for me to feel drained for a few days. Muslims are being butchered all over the world, and where I am from they are talking about materialisitc crap and other peoples business, and seeing other muslims not do as good as them.
Thing is, this keeps getting thrown at me "ties of the womb" to make me feel guilty. But here they use it for control and to keep you in your place. Can someone please explain the appropriate application for this. Because the longer this goes on and the more im forced into these situation, the more i am harbouring grudges towards people and there is so much love that is lost. I want to get away and build a home somewhere else.
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