Hello, I have been browsing this sub for quite some time but was reluctant to post. I wanted to make sure I would not be judged by what I am about to say. Fortunately, the community here seems pretty good in general, so here goes.
I am 16 years old and my faith has disappeared completely. It comes to my mind quite a bit and I feel as if this is a sign that I should seek help before my faith in Islam vanishes forever. Here are some things which I hate doing but find myself doing constantly: I never pray (I haven’t prayed for the last few years) I enter the mosque without wudu and I read the Quran without wudu. I fight with my parents. I break promises with my family. I also do many other haraam acts
These are things that would often lead someone to assume that the person committing these acts is a non believer.
The weird thing is that I still have fear in my heart about things to do with Islam. I fear the tests and punishment of the grave. I have get very worried whenever someone reminds me that the signs of the day of judgement are appearing. I fear what god will do to me and how I will be punished. I fear for my parents because my sins are passed on to them. I fear the day of judgement. This one is the most nerve racking for me. Everything about it is scary and makes me sick to my stomach, especially gog and mahog (apologies if I butchered the name).
Please take the time to answer my questions, I really want to become a true Muslim again but currently I find myself in a position where I am only a Muslim by name.
What do I have to do for forgiveness? Will not forgive me for some of the sins I have committed? Am I ‘outside the fold of Islam’? Is it wrong for me to fear judgement day and gog and mahog? Idk if this is the place to ask. But can someone please tell me why we consider our religion the ‘true’ one?
I would really appreciate some advice! Thank you brothers and sisters
(Sorry if spelling is all over the place)
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