The last 8-9 months i've changed my life completely, my priorities changed from chasing this dunya to chasing the akirah and following the footsteps of the prophet. Alhamdulilah i've gained alot of knowledge in that time which helps me alot but one problem i keep facing day in and day out is my father. He just loves to break ties with me, mock me, causes problems within the family and lastly talks to me like i'm somebody else by saying "Do you know that guy tell him to do that" - to my brothers, he tends to avoid me for some reason whenever i make him angry it seems like he wants everything perfect. He considers me as the only working brain amongst the boys so whenever i make a mistake it's like the whole world has collapsed. I use to get angry and talk back but things have changed, I've learnt to control myself but inside me i find no ease. I tend to avoid him most of the time because all he does is make my life harder, I've tried many times to treat him the same way as my mother but he is totally different, he doesn't like the kindness i give to him. I don't avoid him completely i go to the usual places with him and help him with whatever he needs but he's the only person in the family you just can't be close with for some reason :/. The terrible part about this is that sometimes i say "I hate him" inside but i seek forgiveness, truly idk what i kept inside is a sin or not Help me figure out. Quick question, If i pull an angry face/smirk or just leave the scene where he is mocking me is that mistreatment of parent? I'm really confused about how i could deal with such a hardship as i get emotionally hurt day in and day out.
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