Recently it feels like any direction in which my life was headed has been snatched away from me. It's one thing to know that she's moved on, it's another thing to know that it took her less than a week to replace you. I've never cried so hard in my life. I've never really cried at all in my life. I've been fantasizing about leaving this life, but of course I can't do it myself, because suicides lead to hell. It seems like it may be happening soon anyway, though.
There's a really big secret I've been keeping from everyone, and if they knew, they'd absolutely lose it. I love her so much that I have to keep this secret or she'll end up getting hurt the most. It has to be either me or her who takes the bullet. It only makes sense that it should be the person who still actually cares.
Please pray for me. I don't know what to do.
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