I am very much changed in last couple of months. Alhamdulillah.
I try to keep away from every little and big sin with help of Allah, But sometimes when I commit sin It just makes mood off for me that why can't I live according to His laws. I am not talking about big things here, its about little ones and they(sins) should not be considered little. Why I become careless sometimes.
I repented truly with my heart but when I do some stuff again its very very shameful. Why can't I keep my promises with Allah. Sometimes, I think, What if my sins will not be forgiven? What if my good deeds will not get accepted i.e. due to wasawas and some distractions in prayers.
Alhamdulillah, I am good with faith and I want to be very close to Him, but when I commit sins, I feel so much shame in my connection with Allah.
I am talking about sins of tongue and masturbation here. I don't know how to make streak till my marriage as I don't know in how much years I am going to marry. 20y/o M
I left porn and other many sins with Help of Him. Quran and Prayers changed me. Alhamdulillah.
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