I know this is a long shot and makes me seem like I have a wild imagination, so maybe I need someone else to tell me that for me to finally give up on this.
I’ve been praying and making dua endlessly asking Allah to change my life. I don’t just mean my future, but everything. The past, the present, the future.
I’ve been asking for a new life basically. A different appearance, background, and to live in a different location. Like all my experiences can remain the same, it’s just my location and appearance that are different. I just want to wake up tomorrow and live a new life.
Say I wanted to wake up one day with a different appearance. I’ve prayed and asked for it. Could it happen? Everyone’s past memories of me could remain the same, it’s just how they remember my appearance that’s changed in their minds.
It’s not possible, is it? Not even realistic. I’ve just heard so many stories of people whose “insane” duas were accepted that I’m still holding on to some hope.
I know I should be happy with the life I’ve been given and all that, but can it be changed still if I’m so sincere in asking for it? The more I write the more I realize how unrealistic this is. Can’t completely change aspects of your life, right?
Alongside salat and dua I’ve also been making sure I try to work on being a better muslim overall so it’s not like I’m just praying for a little bit and then displeasing Allah
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