I am changed a lot in last month religiously. I feel closer to Allah. For most of my life, I had very affection toward worldly desires.
Quran helped me a lot and my wordly desires are just vanished. Now, I try to be away from sins too.Alhamdulillah. As I am doing bachelors, Now, I don't talk much and don't gossip or do fun and keep things like that in very very limit. Its not like being normal in your batch when everyone have fun etc. I try to remember Allah everytime. Whenever I am free at campus, I try to be quite or talk minimum and treat people well. I want to do dhikr (zikr) and I do it but sometimes I thought that , I will come off as too pious or modest to other people, so I try to have my lips little movement to not let know everyone about dhikr. Should I think about others in this matter?
I have also purely changed my mind to devote my life for Islam. I ask Allah to accept my life everytime.Ameen. But that requires permission from parents because I chose CS just going behind my wordly wishes and desires. They paid fee of three semesters and other expenses too. Now, I clearly don't know, how they will react to my 'Ask for permission about Islam' .
I realized that I have not much knowledge about Islam and teachings. But In Sha Allah, I will study.
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