I was going to post this in /r/depression but thought about it longer and I knew I needed your help. Sometimes I get these periods of time(thankfully they only last a few days) were I feel numb with sadness. My heart doesn't pound for anything, it's just beating aimlessly in my chest for no other reason than to pump blood. As a consequence, my Iman wavers and I indulge in all kinds of sins(alhamdulilallah not major sins, but I am still not happy with them). I start asking questions about Islam that I usually wouldn't and this hurts me to feel this way. It becomes really hard to just get by and pray the daily 5 prayers.
This has only been going on for the past year and with exams closing in, I think the frequency and intesity will only increase. Everytime I leave this episode, if you want to call it that, my Iman is weaker than before it had started. It's like I have put on sunglasses that I cant take off. All I am asking for is your dua for me to get out of this loop and advice about anything you find fitting.
Salam to you!
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