So today, for some reason a feeling took over me and i suddenly just had the urge to text everyone i might have made upset in the past and ask for forgiveness. I messaged 3 people, and we all talked everything out and ended up on good terms. Theres a long list ahead but it feels really good knowing im making progress. The fact that they forgave me, just made me feel really relieved as if the whole world just came off my shoulders. I feel really giddy and smiling like an idiot right know and i dont know why. Regardless, i know im doing the right thing. But thats not the point here. I dated this guy for over a year and he was really in love with me. I only broke up with him two months ago because i realized how wrong relationships are. It hurt him alot but i know it was the best for the both of us. My question is, should i text him and apologize? Or would it be better left alone? I feel as if i may pick at his old scars or bring up the past all over again. Also theres this guy i know who has hurt me alot, emotionally. We were never close but he spread rumours about me. He realized i hated him after that and we just became distant enemies. I see him everyday. He always gives me dirty looks. I have deep in my heart forgiven him even though he never gave me an apology. I have this urge to go up to him and talk to him. Ask him what made him do it? What made him dislike me so much and talk about me like that. I want to apologize to him for whatever I might’ve done to make him hate me like that. Should i? I feel insecure knowing he might look down on me and make fun of me for even trying to talk to him. Any advice would be greatly appreciated
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